Being a mom is an interesting Job.

 Being the wife of a Grad Student is even more interesting.

 It accounts for a very interesting combination.

My husband leaves by 7am everyday, and 3 days out of the week I wont see him again until around 10 o'clock at night. So I ask myself....What is the point of even getting dressed? Everyone loves their PJ's right? 


It's when I get to this point that I forcibly remind myself that getting dressed is important and if I've gotten to this point in my life, I seriously need to get out more. 


I'm not saying that I'm not guilty of having a PJ day with my kiddos every now and then (who are both under 2 and think this idea is great).  But the more and more I'm alone, the more I wonder what the point is in doing my hair--  make-up I've decided is totally overrated--  and if I happen to chose comfy clothes over cute ones, no one is even around to notice! 


I think that's the hardest part. I am accountable to no one. Unless I go somewhere during the day, no one will ever know that I threw my hair up in a quick bun and had no make-up on and wore my glasses all day long. My kids love me regardless and are too young to be embarrassed of me.

I know, I really do seriously need to get out more. 

I miss my husband, I think making myself cute knowing he wont be around to see it just reminds me that he's not there.

and then I feel alone.

So, I’m not sure what state claims me. (Or which state I should claim rather).  This is 2010 the year of the Census, and I haven’t a clue who I am….

Odd feeling

I was raised in Utah, even got married there, so it will always have a special place for me in my heart…but I know I’ll never live there again (*sniff)

I went to school in Idaho. Loved it. While I was there my drivers license expired and I had to get a new one. An Idaho one…am I an Idahoan? But I’ll never live there again either

Now I live in New York. But this is only temporary while my husband does grad school. I’ve only got another 21/2 years left. So am I currently a New Yorker?

He’s also recently joined the Military, meaning from here we could live anywhere I’d never guess we’d live, add a few more years to that.

But my husband will always claim Colorado.  I’m glad one of us knows who we are.

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Not my husbands

Not my kiddos

Mine..........It's ALL MINE

Have you ever felt like you take care of so many people that you've lost track of who you are individually? I have, and I do. I think back to who I was in High School, and when I started College, and look at who I am now, and it worries me. I've gone from a person who was talented and interesting, to a boring housewife.

Uugh!

My family blog is all about my kids, and the background/header and overall music is controlled by my husband.

"What ABOUT ME!" I thought....

It's hard to even find me in pictures on that blog.

so this one's mine

All Mine.